My 1st Babysitting Experience

First of all, I felt great to be able to blog after FOUR months of not able to blog. So sad, eh? My brother's lappie was totally spoilt(partly because of me...lol...)so I lost my source of entertainment(not ONE AND ONLY though). I can survive, nevertheless.

Never mind about me. Today is the day when I actually babysit not one, but TWO babies!!! Teehee...mother-in-the-making...(nah, just kidding). Taking care of these two little babies are quite enjoyable, to be honest. They are naive and innocent. They think for our sake. They can even sense when I'm unhappy or feeling uneasy. They will go like, "Are you okay?"when they sense me feeling uneasy. Aww...how sweet can they be?

I have to say it's hard to juggle both academics and babysitting responsibility and I'll know it'll definitely affect my studies. In addition, my previous result(I mean July result)truly deteriorated due to my rustiness. Why rusty? Lack of revision. I only started Maths tuition VERY recently when I realized I could not go on without tuition. Maths is just extremely tough.

The good thing though is, I have these two little darlings to cheer me up and de-stress me whenever I feel down, be it due to pressure or disappointment(disappointed because my results are worse that I thought). Babies are innocent, after all, and they will try their best to make people around them laugh and smile.

My last post and I bet it will be stuck there for the next few months before I can actually obtain my very own pc. Sad, eh?

Dance! Dance! Dance!

I fall in love with BoA's Eat You Up dance moves ages ago, but recent hit by Jackson and Adeline made me all over it once again. I'm so obsessed with learning the dance moves, but it was much tougher than you thought. Plus, do not forget BoA is petite while I'm plus-sized. Me dancing that kind of dance is like asking a hippopotamus to perform a ballet.

Obviously, losing weight is what I need to do before actually learning how to dance. You need light arms and legs to jump around and move right? Heavy legs like mine will only end up stomping instead of dancing.

Dance! Dance! Dance!

But first, LOSE WEIGHT!!! SLIM DOWN!!!

Unique Journey Home from School

It all started with a heavy rainy morning.

Went to Chemistry class this morning for a test which was much more difficult than I thought. Now I know why only three people got A for Chemistry last year. Two hours also not enough. It's not the time that matters, but rather, lack of knowledge + further chemically thinking skills + intelligence. I'm not an intelligent person, you know. I can only write, not think. Lol.

After spending an hour complaining about not able to "escape" from Chemistry class because my car was blocked by a certain Kelisa, our Chemistry teacher finally came back and discussed the answers with us.

Journey home. This is when things go interesting. It had stopped raining, so I decided to speed up and I was supposed to go to Eastmoore to buy lunch for my family. Stupid motorcyclists blocked me at the right lane. Excuse me, you motorcyclists should be aware that you are only supposed to ride at the side of the road, eh? What if you meet some impatient drivers or noob drivers who might knock you on the road??? Show some common senselah!!! Then, I was at the right lane and so I went to cut to the left lane. However, the cars in front of me was moving so slowly so I decided to cut to the right lane. Then, just when I was about to move to the right lane, this certain white Proton Saga suddenly past through me and I almost knocked the car. Not only that, the Proton Saga overtook me some more!!! I was exasperated for a moment before I realized that it was Sern Khuan who drove that car. A thought came to my mind: He wants to race with me ha??? My car so old cannot win onelah=( Not being angrylah, it's just telling my experience.

Then, near Rock Road, I looked back and realized Alice Lee was behind me. First thing came into my mind: How come everyone seems to want to race against me today? Lol. I know I so kiasu and I am aware that my ancient car is no match against all my schoolmates' cars but still I tried my best not to be overtaken again after being overtaken. Lol. It's so embarrassing to be overtaken despite knowing you left much earlier than the overtaker.

Suddenly I remembered that I was supposed to buy lunch for my family, so I had to reluctantly switched lanes to the left, although for some bizarre reason the cars at the left lane was moving slower than snails. So I had to slow down alsolah and drove slowly before I turned into Eastmoore. I grumbled along the way and the thing which further irritates me is the stupid motorcyclists who loves riding at the middle of the road and blocking the drivers' way. They will never learn until they got knocked by irritated drivers.

I won't race with you people!!! NOT with my ancient car. Wait until I get my Ferrari firstlah then I race against you people...

Brotherhood

Typical form 6 class...a concoction of seven playful and unique boys who show their kindness to their brothers when they need each other. Not to forget four sweet girls with demure and fragile exterior(except for the authorlah...she's rough inside out), but as the saying goes, do not judge the book by its cover as they can be pretty rough. That's why they are good brothers instead of sisters;p

Picture courtesy of Priscilla(our eldest sister/second brother).

Smiles from brothers of U6A(except Mdm Sii, who's our mother).

Celaka why I look fat in this picture?!!

Interesting Magazine Covers

I'm featured in a magazine cover!!!!! Wheee!!!!!

Interesting... I'm featured in February's magazine...

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What to do...this picture only available in comp...

Looks like I'm not the only one featured in a magazine... xp

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This month's edition was Genia;p

Tak sangka this girl also got...

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She was featured earlier than me!!! Last year July ah!!! Apala...Julia Julia...

This girl ah...surely got one...so rasa cute until paparazzi steal her picture and publish it as a cover;p

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Suits her;p haha they put this pic two months after her birthday lol...

By the way got scandal...tsk tsk...

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By the way someone got married ohh...even featured on magazine...eh? Published same month as my magazine!!!!!

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Nicest cover so far...

Lol why am I doing this when I'm supposed to revise my darned Maths 2...

Holes

Once upon a time, there was a boy named Razak(why I name him that, I also have no idea;p). Nothing special about him. He is an all-average boy next door; not outstanding yet not notorious. However, the thing he did, which I will mention later is what lies a hidden meaning beneath his foolish act.

That day was a Friday. It was Razak's turn to do the rubbish. He cleaned up his dustbin and dumped all the rubbish into a huge black plastic bag. Rubbish like tissues, broken glass bits, empty cans and plastic bottles, food leftovers and some papers. Razak was groaning because the rubbish seemed to be more than usual. The amount of rubbish for that week required around three, no, four huge plastic bags.

Realization hit Razak half an hour later that he had missed the garbage truck. Oh no, that means he would have to wait until Tuesday. His parents are going to give him a huge lecture. No way he'll let that happen!!!

Suddenly, Razak came up with an idea, which was to bury all the rubbish into the ground. What an absolutely brilliant idea, he thought. No one would find out and his parents will not scold him. So clever hor, thought Razak.

So, with his father's huge spade, Razak dug a large hole enough to fill in all the rubbish. After two hours of hard work under the sun, he finally dug a large hole. Triumphantly, he dumped in all the rubbish into the hole. He then covered the hole with the soil he had dug out.

New problem arises. What is he going to do with this remaining soil? If his father sees the heap of soil, everything he had done to cover up his mistakes would be in vain. Panicked, Razak began to fluster and sweat.

Just then, Adam came up with a spade with his hand. He had just came back from his uncle's farm. He was smiling as he approached Razak.

"Yo, buddy!"

"Hello, Adam."

"Why are you so upset?"

"Like this. I missed the garbage truck and I did not want my father to find out so I dug a hole to bury the rubbish. But then, what am I suppose to do with the heap of soil???"

"Aiya, easylah. Just dig another hole and fill in the soil."

"You're a genius, Adam! But, such a huge amount of soil requires a larger hole. Mind to help me digging the soil?"

"Sure. That's what friends are for."

So both of them began digging the second hole under the hot sun. After three hours, they finished digging the hole twice the size the hole dug by Razak earlier on. They filled in the soil into the holes and covered the hole with the remaining soil. When the hole was full, once again, the similar problem arises. This time, the amount of soil was much more than before.

"Adam, what good idea is that?!! Now we're left with more soil!!!"

"How I know? It's your fault what."

"Eh, you dig out the soil with me. Think of a way to get rid of the soil!!!"

"No way dude!!! As if I'm not tired out myself!!!" And Adam left Razak all alone with the heap of soil.

What shall I do??? If I did not get rid of the soil, I'm dead meat, thought Razak, panicked. Just then, the Tiger Gang came along. Tiger Gang was a bunch of notorious gang who loves to steal and rob other people's money. The gang consist of a bunch of well-built men with nothing but brawns and brawns. But their existence gave Razak an idea.

"Hey Tiger Gang!!! I need your help!!! Can you please help me to get rid of the soil?" shouted Razak.

"Sure, but you will have to pay us."

"How much?"

"RM100 per person."

"WHAT?!!!"

"Don't what is it?"

"No, I want. I want." And Razak ran back to his house, took out all his savings from his faithful money tin and gave all of them to Tiger Gang. Tiger Gang then dug a hole which was ten times the size of the hole dug by both Razak and Adam previously. Razak, forgetting that the things done by Tiger Gang was his cause of trouble began rejoicing. Everything would be over, he thought.

After finish digging the hole, Tiger Gang filled the hole with the leftover soil and covered the soil with the remaining heap of soil. As expected, there were even bigger heap of soil left after covering the hole. But Razak dare not complain a single word, as he knew how terrifying Tiger gang could be.

I'm not telling you the ending. It's up to your own imagination.

The moral of the story is obviously obvious from the story. It's not figurative or hidden. It's literaly conveyed onto this story.

Never dig a hole even if you're desperate.

No Commentlah

My visit statistics are not that bad. At least a hundred plus per day. Of course, not as impressive as those renowned bloggerslah(my blog is not for advertising okay? I do not need so many unknown visitors). I prefer acquaintances or if possible, close friends to read and to give comments.

My posts do not receive any comments and it's a sad thing to say. My friends and acquaintances all commented to me face-to-face or via Windows Live, but they do not bother to leave comments onto it. It's not that I feel insulted or what, but I seriously do wonder why people read but save their comments a few days later when they either meet me face-to-face or during chatting session? Is it that hard to leave comments at the comments' box?

Part of me tells me that I am too harsh to retaliate people's comments until they do not feel like commenting me but rather tell me in person. Part of me tells me they are lazy. Part of me tells me I think too much.

I must be crazy to think too much. Disappointment due to this exam, I guess.

EARTH HOUR

HITAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Not bad letting your house go dark once in a while. It's amazing that I can move around without a torchlight(though in the end I still search for it). Spent most of the hour hibernating;p

I'm so glad all my friends support this Earth Hour thingy also, other than me. Half an hour before this project, I received SMSes from them to remind me to switch off the lights. They're VERY SUPPORTIVE=)

Just Something...

Fancy being ill while sitting for my Chemistry paper. Oh, the aching head. It kept on pressing against my delicate head, which made me kind of hard to think while doing the papers. I was truly disapponted with myself and of course, I expect some really low marks for Chemistry. Disappointing.

One thing: Please look at the mirror and measure everything you have before taking action. Making a move without thinking further or measuring abilities only lead to disgust from women.

I think my performance has not somewhat declined, but OBVIOUSLY declined this term. Neh, luckily it's not STPM but still...it's about saving face. No face liao this term=(

"I'm in love with Bolero!!!"

Lelaki Bunga

Hana Yori Dango, Meteor Garden, Boys Over Flowers,...what next? Lelaki Bunga? The potential remake of Hana Yori Dango...let me explain the plot.

Rumpaisyah merupakan seorang perempuan miskin. Pada suatu hari, dia mendaftarkan dirinya dalam SMK Melati, sebuah sekolah berprestij di mana penuntut-penuntut semuanya orang kaya. Yang teruknya, sekolah itu dimiliki oleh empat lelaki kacak yang kaya da berkarisma. Mereka menggelar diri mereka "Lelaki Bunga". Ketuanya, iaitu Amir, atau nama samaran Mawar, tidak menyenangi Rumpaisyah dan selalu mencai jlan untuk memalukannya di khalayak ramai. Namun, lama-kelamaan Mawar jatuh cinta kepana Rumpaisyah. Namun, Rumpaisyah membenci Mawar dan mencintai Dandelion yang diam dan sensitif pula. Bagaimanakah kesudahan antara cinta tiga segi ini???

I don't think I'll watch it, since I watched Hana Yori Dango and Meteor Garden(Vanness...*drools*).

Bloody Internet Connection

I skipped maths tuition today because no transport. Delie's having her holidays in Singapore. So no transport and I have to skip tuition(to be honest I am glad because I have always want to skip tuition, especially today since it is raining).

I am obsessed with The Myth's Endless Love(thanks to Jackson and Sern Khuan)so I went to download the song despite knowing I am supposed to study bloody Chemistry today. All about rates, equilibria, Raoult's Law and Hess' Law. It's nice to learn more but it's not nice studying for the sake of obtaining As, especially when there is a Chem Mistress who usually scores sky-high marks. Because of her there is always a pressure driving me to study but procrastination stops me from doing so. I'm like stuck in between=.="""

I've been sitting for two hours straight and the download is not even halfway done. Bloody internet.

Haha it's just a lame excuse to procrastinate...

Steaming Hot


Dong Bang Shin Ki's Wrong Number;p

Jaejoong:
You call me at least twelve times a day to check,

Junsu:
If by chance, I'm on the line with somebody, you leave a suspicious message

Yoochun:
Who would I be talking with at this time?
It gets so hard for me, when you make up a girl who doesn't even exist, yeah

Changmin:
You trap me in the words of love, the annoying scoldings pile up, turning into attachement,
I want to forget you; I'll make sure you don't appear on my phone again, I said

Chorus:
You got the wrong number
You got the wrong number
I'm sorry. You got the wrong number
So don't call me no more

Yunho:
As if you're my mother, you know my whole day,
You're always worried about who I am with, as if it's for me

Jaejoong:
You try to make an excuse by saying you were curious,
But the extreme restrictions just make love more painful,
What would be the good of hanging onto a hung up call?
The words I hear are clear, what to say

Chorus:
You got the wrong number
You got the wrong number
I'm sorry. You got the wrong number
So don't call me no more

You got the wrong number
You got the wrong number
I'm sorry. You got the wrong number
So don't call me no more

Junsu:
I'll erase it all; I'll change it all;
the password which reminds me of the times of you and me,
I'll erase your ringtone which rang everything my name appeared on your phone,

Changmin:
reset, reset

Jaejoong:
Wow, I think I'll go crazy, I'll appreciete it if you shut up,
I'm like a stupid fish in your net, can't it be enough like this? Cash
Your words of love scrape my skin, it becomes dim,
My head starts to hurt again, I'm starting to hear auditory hallucinations,

Yunho:
As if you're interested, as if it's for me; i'm just your item,
You don't have to be nervous by the word

Yoochun:
No, just let me go, say,
Help me so I can escape, say, we're already too far to start again

Chorus:
You got the wrong number
You got the wrong number
I'm sorry. You got the wrong number
So don't call me no more

Changmin:
I want to escape from you now, don't call me again,

Junsu:
Don't hold onto a person that has left, just let me go, just let me go

OMG IT'S SOOOO STEAMING HOOOOOOOOTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!! They're much more mature compared to the classics like Rising Sun and Balloons. They seem so sophisticated; Junsu driving along such cool, sleek car(which I badly want to own except for the TVXQ car platelah) and they seem so grown-up.

My fav parts are 1.19-1.22, 1.25-1.27, 2.22-2.36, 2.37-2.47 and 2.56-2.58!!! Apart from Jaejoong's excellent rapping, there's this steaming scene which is just absolutely hot that you find your heartbeat rate increases within seconds!!!

There is a very good reason why they put Yunho into such scene;pPpP and I'm sure most Yunho fans would agree with me;P

Ashamed...Am I?

I have always been better than someone in particular and it's quite shocking for me to be defeated by her. I'm not treating her as my rival or what(not too free to treat anyone as rival as I have too much to handle my own stuffs).

But...I have always been better than her academically all these years and it has been a shame that she has beaten me. Not that I am so geram until like what, but I felt...I don't know how to explainlah. I am not geram; I am just shocked. Seriously. I am so beh kam guan. I am obviously better than her. Yet she has beaten me.

Ahhh...words cannot explain how I feel now.

TAG

1. Spell your name without an E,R,S,H,K,I,M,L,C,A,Y,N.> J T B
2. Are you single?> Yes, definitely.
3. What is your favorite number?> 1, 5, 7, 8
4. What is your favorite color?> Depends on my mood.
5. Least favorite color?> Depends on my mood.
6. What are you listening to?> Love song - Taylor Swift
7. Are you happy with your life right now?> Right now, not really.
8. Are you involved with anyone?> Nope.
9. What is your favorite subject in school/ college?> MUET and chem.
10.Do you shop at Abercrombie?> No.
11. Do you have money?> Currently, yes.
12. Are you outgoing?> Don't think so. I think I'm an introvert but people around me says the opposite. So I don't know.
13. Are you gay?> No.
14. Where do you wish you were right now?> Japan or Korea.
15. What should you be doing right now?> Studying instead of doing tags.

THE DIDS:
Did you ever want to be a doctor?> Yes, before I realized I'm afraid of blood.
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?> No.
Did you ever want to be a teacher?> Yup.
Did you ever break the law?> Which law?

THE DOs:
Do you like roller coasters?> Yup. It pumps my adreanaline.
Do you own a bike?> Used to. Now no more=(
Do you play the lotto?> Nope.
Do you like football?> I watch world cup only. Used to play football with my brother. Supports Man U. But I'm not a football fan.
Do you have a shopping addiction?> Yup. To the extreme;p

DOES:
Does your family have family picnics?> No.
Does you wallet have any pics in it?> Yup.
Does your job bring you satisfaction?> I'm not working now so don't know.
Does a soft answer turn away wrath?> Never come across my mind. Lol.
Does sex mean love?> No, and never will.

THE LASTS:
Last person you hung out with?> My classmates.
Last car ride?> This morning. I drove my my mom around with my dad's ancient Toyota.
Last text message?>An hour ago.
Last baby you held?> It's been a long time. Forget liao.

LAST THING?
What was the last thing you bought?> A cup of iced lime juice.
What was the last thing you had to drink?> Plain water.
What was the last thing you watched?> Some Hong Kong series. Forgot the name.
What was the last thing you read?> Newspapers.
What was the last thing you hand wrote?> Answers for differentiation questions.

THE WHOS:
Who last talked to you on the phone?> My dad.
Who was the last person you took a picture of?> Myself(so vain;p)
Who was the last person to leave you a comment?> Don't know and don't care.
Who do you miss right now?> My friends abroad=(

HAVE YOU EVER:
Failed a class?> This phenomenon is normal in form 6 physics.
Accomplished a life goal?> Nope.
Thought you were pregnant?> Nope.
Sang in front of a crowd?> Yup. In class;p

RANDOMS :
What are you excited for?> Nothing.
Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like?> I never spend any time with the person I like because I am not given a chance to. So no comment.
What are you wearing on your feet?> Nothing.
Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?> Yeah. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Same goes for friendship.
If you could get back in touch with one person you've lost touch with, who would it be?> Celina Pang, my primary 4 classmate!!! Now no news about her.
Do you have a best friend to lean on?> Yup.
Have you ever worn the opposite sex's underwear?> Nope. Eww...
What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?> Sleep.
Do you like your hair long or short?> Depends on my mood. If I feel like wanting it to be short, I'll got for a haircut.
What was the weather like today?> Fine so far.
Had a Long Distance Relationship?> Nope and hope never will. My friends experienced it and it seems painful.
Who was the last person you talked to?> Mum.
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?> Yes!!! My pup's so adorable;p I kissed her and she licked my nose!!!
Do you know someone who likes you?> I don't care for now.
Do you love anyone?> Of course. Life's meaningless without love=)
What comes to your mind when you think of love?> God. We love because He first loved us.
What is your current mood?> Not good, not bad.
When you go to the mall what is one store that you have to go into every time?> Ladies' boutique/cosmetic department. Window shopping also enough.
What do you carry with you at all times?> My purse and handphone.
Do you have feelings for somebody?> I have feelings for EVERYBODY. If I don't, there's something wrong with me. Everyone is born with feelingslah...
If you could go back in time and change something what would it be?> Not taking econs. Then I can get 10A1s and 1A2 instead. At least my result much nicer. And who knows I'll obtain a JPA scholarship.
What is something you notice first from the opposite sex?> Or course the physical appearance. I cannot judge one man's character by just one glance, can I?
What should you be doing right now?> Study.
Do you act differently around the person you like?> Don't think so. I'm always me regardless of who I spend time with.

Tag: Anyone who reads this.

Like That-Lah

Embarrassed. Ashamed. I am a pure noob at badminton. Lol. Yesterday was my third game and I'm still as noob. I still cannot hold the racket properly. I tend to smash with my forearm instead of my wrist. Overall, I suck.

My voice healed quickly in just one night. I claimed to undergo "voice therapy" which was nothing more than sleep for 12 hours(or slightly more). Pn Sii thought I really underwent voice surgery and een asked me what was it. Lol. I love my current voice. It's like what the malays say gemersik. But I dislike it because I cannot shout and if I do I sound like I'm crying.

SPM and STPM 2008 (my view)

First of all, congratulations to all those who managed to score straight As and A1s(I got neither...sad eh?)for SPM. For those who do not get results that nice(especially the ones with results like mine...alang-alang one B3 for the extra subject taken), cheer up and try harder for your pre-university courses. Excel with flying colours to make up for your SPM result(that's how I cheer myself up...lol).

One advice though. Do not get yourself big-headed just because of your beautiful result slip. I know this may sound as if I'm being sour grapes or what(although I admit I am partly being sour grapes since my SPM results are sucky). But seriously, the transition between SPM and pre-university courses is nothing but a huge gap there. And I mean HUGE. SPM standard is too low for us to prepare for pre-university courses. So please do not be too complacent with your results and start being overconfident. All the best to all of you though=)

STPM is what worries me...maths jeopardized most students' results. In my school there is only one student who obtained an A for maths and only one who obtained an A for physics. Physics I can understand but maths?!! And all this while I always think that maths is my strongest subject. My maths teacher said that the papers are set up by university lecturers, and some of the questions are beyond form 6 standard. And form 6 standard is already tough enough. Well, I guess I have to work harder for my maths.

The STPM results for 2008 has made the teachers to pressure us students. How do they pressure us?

PA - Entire class must get A.
Maths - Cannot fail.
Physics - Whole class must pass, the very least C+. The better ones get at least B. Even better if get A. As a result, got extra class. Last time no extra but now got.
Chemistry - Not affected. Lol.

Personal worries:

PA - I have faith in my PA teacher. Just listen to her, follow her advice and confirm A.
Maths - Biggest pressure; pressure exceeding physics. From the subject which I have most confident on to the one with the least confidence on. Cannot slack anymore. Tuition alone not enough. Must practice personally also.
Physics - Not so good, but not too bad either. But still, I don't want a mere pass. I want an A and that's why I'm worried.
Chemistry - Not too worried with my standard, but rather worried with the lagging syllabus. Other schools already have their organic chem halfway done and we still have not finish physical chem yet.

How not to worry???

Sore Throat and STPM

How smart of me to cross-post to my Blogger. Lazy want to sign in to my Blogger because it's kind of cacated whenever I try to sign in. Weird.

Cut the loads of craps. The main thing is I'm having a severe sore throat, and I cannot talk!!! I can talk, but my voice is so deep and hoarse. Some might think I underwent transexual surgery and I became a man=.="""

Anyways, STPM result came out today and it's so disappointing that the results are not as good as expected. Implication: More pressure will be given to us!!!!! Why every year always like that??? I had enough scenarios like this, from UPSR to PMR, then SPM, and now STPM.

Pressure. Stress. Four flats.

How to get four flats?????